Thursday, August 4, 2011

You're gone

Im surprised how much I actually cared about it. I wasn't so presumptuous to assume I was ever more than a blip in your life. But, you were interesting. And I can't help but feel I had a part to play in your leaving, even if it was a small one. If so, I'm sorry. I'm fine, I'm used to it, that's just a part of me that doesn't want anybody to know me. Ill still be here, though. Remember, this is for me. And someone else, if I can find them.
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22 comments:

  1. AnonymousAugust 4, 2011 at 5:09 PM

    Not
    gone at
    all.

    :)

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  2. AnonymousAugust 4, 2011 at 6:13 PM

    And
    my disappearing
    had nothing
    to
    do with
    you.

    Don't
    worry
    hon.

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  3. MonikerAugust 4, 2011 at 10:31 PM

    Whenever I get these depressive attacks I for some reason still try to find a source, even though I know there is none. I guess you might have been a small trigger that i turned into a much bigger one. :|

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  4. AnonymousAugust 5, 2011 at 2:03 AM

    Did you
    really
    get one
    a depressive attack?

    I don't
    think your
    depressive attacks
    are fun-sounding
    and I
    don't think
    I want them
    to happen.

    I know
    depression.
    I have it
    chronically
    and take medication for
    it.

    I'm sorry
    I was
    a
    trigger.

    I'd like to
    be something
    other.

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  5. MonikerAugust 5, 2011 at 10:32 AM

    I didn't really mean trigger, a trigger starts something, it had already happened, I think I kind of mentally turned you into a source though. Sorry :(

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  6. AnonymousAugust 5, 2011 at 10:54 AM

    I'm
    sorry
    too.

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  7. AnonymousAugust 5, 2011 at 10:58 AM

    Anyway
    I can...undo
    being
    a
    source?

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  8. MonikerAugust 5, 2011 at 1:21 PM

    No, I have to do that, and I did, hopefully

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  9. AnonymousAugust 5, 2011 at 6:21 PM

    How?

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  10. MonikerAugust 5, 2011 at 10:02 PM

    Magic ;)

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  11. AnonymousAugust 5, 2011 at 11:24 PM

    I
    love
    magic.

    I better
    see
    it
    lol.

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  12. MonikerAugust 5, 2011 at 11:33 PM

    I won't disappoint (^_−)−☆

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  13. AnonymousAugust 6, 2011 at 12:18 AM

    ...you promisin' me, boy?

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  14. MonikerAugust 6, 2011 at 12:31 AM

    So condescending, you don't think I can?

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  15. AnonymousAugust 6, 2011 at 12:40 AM

    Well
    I hardly
    know
    of you.

    You could
    be
    a devil
    in
    nice suede
    tricking me.

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  16. MonikerAugust 6, 2011 at 12:43 AM

    Ooh a suede, that would match my horn- I mean, what!? Devil? No!

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  17. AnonymousAugust 6, 2011 at 12:52 AM

    You could be
    a
    devil
    I'd still like
    you...

    ;D

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  18. MonikerAugust 6, 2011 at 1:03 AM

    I feel like it sometimes, but that's not now. Now, I'm a saint
    ε=ε=ε=ε=ε=ε=┌(;￣◇￣)┘

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  19. AnonymousAugust 6, 2011 at 11:00 AM

    I hope
    you didn't
    read into that
    too much
    lol.

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  20. MonikerAugust 6, 2011 at 3:21 PM

    No, that would imply I could read :(

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  21. AnonymousAugust 11, 2011 at 12:54 AM

    Hey.
    I just re-read
    this.
    You are more
    than a blip
    in my life.
    You were
    before I could even
    speak to you
    as
    little
    or
    much
    as I have
    the past few
    days.

    I never
    make someone
    small in my
    mind
    especially if
    they're up
    existing
    at the same time
    as me
    to answer to
    my words.

    I thought
    you'd go to
    sleep after
    writing a
    response to my
    blog but
    you'd
    wait.

    That means
    you count
    as
    something bigger
    than a
    blip.

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  22. MonikerAugust 11, 2011 at 9:45 AM

    Well dang it, I'd named myself blippy the ghost, in honour of the amount of your life I take up. I was gonna make t-shirts and everything Σ（ﾟдﾟlll）

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