I don't want it right now. . . this want. . . it's . . . absorbing. . . and, unfulfilling. . . my other options are blocked, pushed aside by the want, I forget it, until im staring it in the face again. Then its all-consuming. Just, there. I need this out of my head. But I don't want it out.
What do
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want?
Something I think I can make better, but won't accept it. . . at least, I don't think so
ReplyDeleteWhy
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not?
(Why not, lol.)
Because I don't think I can be a big enough influence to it.
ReplyDeleteNonsense.
ReplyDeleteYou're
strong
for thinking
of it.
Whatever
it
is.
I'm weak for not acting, and weak for wanting to act, and weak for letting myself get caught up with this
ReplyDeleteIt was
ReplyDeleteyou that let you
get into
whatever it is
you're
in.
May I
ask what's
the matter?
I'm not sure if I let myself in, but I'm trying to get it out. Sorry, spoilers ;)
ReplyDeleteVery evil.
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