Leaving.

Alaska, for at least a year, possibly for longer. But not forever, its one of my very few dreams to travel the world and this will definitely make the go to list. But, I said goodbye to my family here, and when I'm gone I seem to downplay how much I really love them, despite the pain they've all caused, so here's something about each of my family here.

Jaimee: 6'1 born: 4/1/1993
She's hilarious, moody, and a great sister. Just the way she'll always listen, and reply with the best stories and jokes. I'm so glad I am able to have such a great example of hard work and discipline in my life. I hope you do great in college. Even if you don't know about this blog or whatever.

Hailee: Blonde, only blonde in the family, born: 7/16/1997
She's kinda annoying, but she tries. She can get into the nerdy things I do. She loves making people laugh, even when her jokes are sometimes too corny to laugh at.

Sadie: Looks most like stepmom, born: 11/29/1998
She was really the first baby I can remember, my earliest nemory of hailee was when she was one, but I can remember sadies life all the way through, even when she came home in a stocking and I asked if it was full of candy. She's so caring and sensitive. She went into her room to cry when I was leaving, I didn't know until I had already let the house. I felt so touched, I thought she cared the least about me and my comings and goings, but apparently I will be missed.

Addison: really small for her age, born: 6/6/2001
Her b-day's 2 days before mine, and she came home on my birthday, I remember her being the best present I could have gotten. She always listens and loves, she'll laugh at anything, and always wants to make sure others are happy. She gave me her letter 'A' from her wall, she had wood carved letters that said 'addie', so now, I guess it just says 'ddie'. I'll still put it on my wall. :)

Roseanne: stepmom, born: 8/4/1975
She is very melancholiac. Organization to the end. But she cares and wants to provide the best opportunities for her children. She has hurt me a lot but she was pretty much my childhood therapist, no matter how much I lied to her.

Clayton: dad, born: 7/8/1973
The best possible example of hard work and sacrifice. It amazes how much he has had failure in his life, and how much he just rolls with the punches. He never stops, when his businesses fail, when he can't get a good enough job, he never stops working, he just keeps on going. I'm so glad I could have him for a father, even if I didn't deserve him.

That's my family, so much love/hate there, but right now, just love :) <3