Falling in a different direction

I care a lot, so I guess I expect others to care as much, and maybe they do, just not in the direction I want them too. But if I can't have it, they might as well, so I'll just go with it, not that I had any level of involvement to begin with. And here I am now, so much potential, so much opposition, and too much to care about. If I don't care then i won't be let down, but I'll never reach what I want either, so, I try. Again and. . . again. Maybe I'll get better, and they'll recognize it, and join. Most likely not, but maybe