First day of school; won't let them tear us apart by the sounds

Weird, I expected it to be exactly like all my other first days of school. I was excited for it even, I knew how to handle it, I finally figured it out. . . And then life decides, no, you don't get to be happy, or enjoy school, because then the universe would explode. So it sucked, yeah Pretty much all of it, well not all of it, a joke/messin with someone, that has been in the works since February finally came through today, and I thoroughly enjoyed it. And yeah, I guess I'm not getting help, for a while, my doctor doesn't take our insurance anymore, so now I have to find a different one. Hooray (sarcasm). Yeah, I'm into that again, sarcasm. And, school sucked, social life sucked, came home, and get what sucked. Yeah, I ride my bike to releive stress and depression nowadays, however, since no one is allowed to know about that whole depressed side of me, they don't realized how much I need these bike rides, and then are misunderstanding when I explode at them for oppressing my bike rideyness. Then they suck, and I do too for exploding like that. . . yeah, I need to find those friends again, considering that last batch I had of them graduated last year, or, like, moved. . . or both. And school doesn't start until 9 this week for me, which is good, and if I don't make it j to the political science class, I won't have a 1st period for the entire 1st semester, which I guess is cool, but then I might have to take gov and cit. Which would suck. K, I'm done for tonight. . . Good byetonight. . .