I've reached that point where the caffeine has worn off and we're getting close to that. . . breaking point. The one where you realize I suck. Yeah, I gotta avoid that. So good night, sorry I suck.
No, it's back. This bastard in me. That post was way too misleading so I deleted it. I meant a different kind of brother tha you would think. Not my actual one. And. . . life right now is just, misleading, and heading into too many dead ends. Maybe, it'll stop.
I didn't see the blog just the title was present. I clicked on it and now it's gone.
:(
I'll hope for you to feel better in the head. I don't know if hope means much to you-- but, I feel like if my belief in it is strong at all times it may work.
The bastard sound indestructible. Hm.
:): That's a sad and happy face. And I'm sorry if this comment isn't...'interesting' enough... for you to answer back to.
When I said I would stop commenting, it was to stop me from making myself seem too sucky, something I have yet to achieve. Hope, apparently it's a critical piece of my faith, but when I get depressed, ihave trouble seeing it. It's just a thing, out of my control, so I don't blame myself for it, until I get depressed again. . .
You
ReplyDeletedon't suck.
I think
you're
swell.
Dream something
sweet.~
I dreamt. . . it wasnt sweet.
ReplyDeleteWould it
ReplyDeleteannoy you
if I told
you to dream
something
sweet every night
until you
did?
No, because evdntually it might happen. I forgot what I dreamt, but, I remember describing it as, 'horrific'.
ReplyDeleteI'm going
ReplyDeleteto keep
saying it
then
because
I'd genuinely
like for it
to
happen.
Hey
ReplyDeleteI saw a
rather
out there
blog
on my
list of
cool people
by you
and now
it is
gone-- are you okay?
No, it's back. This bastard in me. That post was way too misleading so I deleted it. I meant a different kind of brother tha you would think. Not my actual one. And. . . life right now is just, misleading, and heading into too many dead ends. Maybe, it'll stop.
ReplyDeleteI didn't
ReplyDeletesee
the blog
just
the title
was present.
I clicked
on it and
now it's
gone.
:(
I'll
hope for
you to feel
better
in the
head.
I don't
know if
hope
means much to
you-- but, I feel
like if
my belief in
it is strong
at all times
it may work.
The bastard
sound
indestructible.
Hm.
:):
That's a
sad and
happy face.
And I'm
sorry if
this
comment isn't...'interesting' enough...
for you to
answer back
to.
Heh.
When I said I would stop commenting, it was to stop me from making myself seem too sucky, something I have yet to achieve. Hope, apparently it's a critical piece of my faith, but when I get depressed, ihave trouble seeing it. It's just a thing, out of my control, so I don't blame myself for it, until I get depressed again. . .
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