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I don't know what's uP anymore. It's too complicated for something to not be legitimately wrong, but I have no idea what could be. Things would be simple if I could just figure it out. It tortures ke and makes me feel alive at the same time. I feel like if I'm not extremely one way then I'm stuck at 0. No matter where I go it's too much or too little. I just need ti find some balance. . .