Please someone, just take it from me

This complication. I have to be the one to see it, but, no one else will look, so I shoulder this alone. And, right now, I just need to stop caring, for right now. But, if I do, I'll get hurt, be blamed and scourged because even if no one acknowledges what I do and who I am, I am at fault when I give, just a little. I think I will right now, just for s little. I just hope the damage is contained. Sorry for not talking right now, this is me breaking through that barrier into madness for a little bit, I'll be back and talk after, I just can't deal right now.