I am so sorry

For displacing my crazy to you. Because I just realized this, today when I was thinking what are my two biggest stressors right now, sadly, the were my two crazies. . . and then I realized it was really only one. . . I had deferred some of the reasoning of it to you, and that's not right because I now feel like I used you to carry the burden of it, and I don't know how to take it away from you now. Like it enjoys it's new home and doesn't wan to leave, so, maybe I'll kill it. It will just reincarnate to something else. . . Hopefully something that doesn't make me do this.