looking back, this post seems very misleading. . . I was actually referring that it physically hurt, as I had just undergone a gigantic bike ride the night before, it was only an hour or two, but I went far and hard. So, my lungs usually hate me the next day as that's the only real excercise they get, and i really only go like once a week. . . So yeah, tragically enough (Digression: I normally would say ironically, because it gives it a more comical feel, but that would be incorrect, as technically, there is no reversal of expectations, just a slight variation that would fall into the realm of the classification of tragedy. . . so yeah, it's not meant to be too serious, but it has to be told right. . . But I digress[as previously stated.]) I had a big depression attack, that lasted like a half an hour, and then it was back and gone, but it lessened each time, so it was bearable, and, it's good, because when in the midst of depressio, i usually forget that i'm in it, so this being out of it for a few days had been a refreshing reminder of what life's like, normally, also, i can't really see what's what in it, it's usually just after the worst, that i can see that i was depressed, i feel like i could come with some life application/metaphor, but that's for cooler and wiser people. . . Wow, I was just thinking while writing this, didn't I just post a blog a minute ago, why am I doing another one so soon? Oh yeah, this is a comment. . . it's really long though. .. maybe i should repost this as it's own special thing so some people can actually see it . . . no this is nice. . . It feels like I'm only talking to Alex. . . FUN FUN FUN!
looking back, this post seems very misleading. . . I was actually referring that it physically hurt, as I had just undergone a gigantic bike ride the night before, it was only an hour or two, but I went far and hard. So, my lungs usually hate me the next day as that's the only real excercise they get, and i really only go like once a week. . . So yeah, tragically enough (Digression: I normally would say ironically, because it gives it a more comical feel, but that would be incorrect, as technically, there is no reversal of expectations, just a slight variation that would fall into the realm of the classification of tragedy. . . so yeah, it's not meant to be too serious, but it has to be told right. . . But I digress[as previously stated.]) I had a big depression attack, that lasted like a half an hour, and then it was back and gone, but it lessened each time, so it was bearable, and, it's good, because when in the midst of depressio, i usually forget that i'm in it, so this being out of it for a few days had been a refreshing reminder of what life's like, normally, also, i can't really see what's what in it, it's usually just after the worst, that i can see that i was depressed, i feel like i could come with some life application/metaphor, but that's for cooler and wiser people. . . Wow, I was just thinking while writing this, didn't I just post a blog a minute ago, why am I doing another one so soon? Oh yeah, this is a comment. . . it's really long though. .. maybe i should repost this as it's own special thing so some people can actually see it . . . no this is nice. . . It feels like I'm only talking to Alex. . . FUN FUN FUN!
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