It's starting to come back.

Yes! I was siftiglng through old computer files and folders to try to organize myself a bit more, and I found the digital copy of Nightamre Before Christmas, my most favorite movie. I love it, so naturally it went on my iPod in like 6 seconds. And now. . . I dunno, I remember a lot of things, what I love/loved. And I remembered that, I need change, I'm just not the kind of person who can stay with too much routine or regularity all the time and it drives me crazy! Ugh, well, yeah, her, it's crazy, but I thought I had escaped this cycle I'm in, but I guess I can leave it for too long.