I'm afraid

Oh my gosh, I'm so afraid. I'm in a corner sitting in the dark. There's so much. Things, simple things that people do naturally, that they run to. It's anxious, terrifying. I'm afraid of not being afraid. I'm afraid if I get over my fears that I'll be stupid and get hurt. That's happened too often, my fear's not unfounded. It's just. . . not healthy.