There are things I say here because I can't say them where people will hear

Life is hard. I might fail it. Feels like there should be some kinda transition into a hopeful phrase saying how I'm gonna be alright, but that wouldn't really capture what I'm feeling. Not that I'm sad, I'm just stressed, and my natural pessimism and paranoia point my gaze to failure.

It is.

So you ever encounter those things, the person, the song, the whatever, that when you first experience it, or them, it seems like your whole life converging on that one thing. Like the thread that has held it all together, it seems Kirk it has to be, because all of yourself, your past, your present, correlates back to it. I didn't think that as really a thing either.